In my defense, I have to say the first two months of the year have been totally crazy. January was spent in planning for, and delivering, the Hay Festival in Cartagena. Meeting the writers you've read definitely brings a different perspective to what you thought of the books in the first place.
Then, in February, I turned 30. And two days later I returned to London for the first time in over 5 1/2 years. It was really strange and I couldn't help but feel down during most of the week. Firstly, I had always imagined the moment when I returned to London to happen with Andrés. But I was told I was to go with so little time to plan he couldn't take the time off and I couldn't plan a holiday. Secondly, a remarkable amount of things that were there when I lived there aren't there anymore. The city is under construction and, much to my dismay, I found that two of the nice and dodgy(ish) areas where I used to live have turned to nice and polished shopping high streets. Thirdly, I never expected to be so alone during this trip. Sure, I'm used to traveling on my own, but from Monday to Thursday I was keeping myself company in a hotel room with a book, and not enjoying the city where I lived for so long and where I left so many friends. Things picked up on Thursday. I had a fantastic chinese dinner with what I proudly like to call "my English family". DNA standing aside, they really are the closest thing to a family. They have known me for 25-odd years, and have welcomed me much like a daughter and a sister... Friday and Saturday were spent in the company of my old friend Lynn, with whom I used to work at a gallery. Besides how wonderful it was to see her it is amazing that during all those years we have kept some interests and made choices that are bringing us together again in a professional scenario.
But the return to London didn't provide with one of the things I'd always hoped for: I couldn't get my stripy unfinished jumper from Gina. She was in France and thus the jumper will have to remain unfinished and hibernating until I get to come again.
In the midst of the closing of the financial year, the moment of reporting on 2009's projects, the finishing of the Creative Economy project's documents and the planning for two overlapping festivals (one performing arts, one film) I have still managed to make significant progress to my knitting projects. I am almost finished with Andres's jumper, and I've figured out how to do the baby booties. I've finished a pair (already sent to the young owner) and I'm in the process of finishing the second one.
In the meantime, all freelance projects have been stalled. ICCA finished without me being able to complete the research I had started on my last artist, and it seems like the exhibition circuit has gone into hiatus due to lack of funding and curatorial hogging by the usual suspects. Now I have two artists waiting for me to confirm an exhibition I promised last year and I feel myself getting into a tighter position by the minute. I've been trying to finish the bicentennial exhibition script for weeks and weeks, but reducing 22 pages of script to 10 is an impossible task when the person directing the project only wants to add more and more information. In the meantime, ironic as it seems, fixing times to work on the script with the producer (who happens to be my flat mate and husband) has proven to be a more slippery task than imagined in the first place. So that leaves me with the professional assurance that I won't over do it again (as I did last year) but with the uncertainty of ever being financially viable enough to finish furbishing our flat... or refurbishing our bathrooms and kitchen... or turning a family of two into a family of three. Disheartening.
Pictures of DH proudly wearing new jumper to come soon (I hope), as well as pictures of cute baby booties!